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||[Feb. 11th, 2009|07:55 am]
So like despite all the internal drama and my situation which isnt going to change any time soon I can finally say Im happy. Like, at least happy enough to say I am. I really dig my new job, its fun and my boss likes me, I can continue my life style and still maintain my job and live my life. And Ive done a lil early spring cleaning and discovered my true friends. It really is true that when times get tough you find out who your friends are. Mine are solid, and Ive got a lot of good things coming up to look forward to. Ive cut the drama and bullshitters out of my life, and its amazing what a difference it makes when you dont constantly have to devote all your energy to 1 source of drama. Im finally starting to be able to eat a little bit again, it still makes me sick but Im getting there. Things as they say....are lookin up!
Oh and,.,,,,I dunno how or when or why it happened but damn you Vikki and your D*Con...Ive managed to become excited about dressing up like characters and getting really fucked up....who knew?
On another note, Ive spoken to some old Renz friends and Im glad to hear that Im not the only one that seriously hurts over the fact that Eva is gone. I miss Ms Rochell too but Eva .....unless you knew her my description would do her no justice. And to know that shes gone makes my heart hurt, but Im so thankful for getting to know her and for everything she taught me. She left one hell of an impression and she wont ever be forgotten.